I have missed you I'm so sorry I have stayed away for so long, I've just been going through some motions.
I keep wondering why I have this hole in my heart for this certain person when I know I'm the furthest thing on his mind. It's been awhile, almost a year and I can't erase the memories or the connection we shared.
People say get over it besides he wasn't any good and he wasn't going to make anything of himself but that wasn't the point. The point being that I cared for him and enjoyed being around him, I didn't see a screw up or a bum! I just saw him and he had such a bright and fiery spirit, sure he was down on his luck but he was fighting his way through it. I have so much respect for him in that aspect because so many black men give up and go back to their old ways but he hadn't.
I suppose he had intrigued me only to leave me, his absence only makes me moody I keep wondering when will his memory fade from my heart and mind
*more to come*
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