Its exam week and I'm feeling so stressed out!!!! Its like AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I feel like some of these teachers threw in extra assignments just to make their class appear to have substance or for their own entertainment purposes, they get off on watching us squirm and round around like chickens with our heads cut off!
In this one class we have to write a five page paper, create a skit and then act it out with our assigned groups. This is a pain in the aspirin because not only are we preparing for other exams and such, we have to complete this paper and meet as a group to discuss the skit thus taking preparation time from other classes. I'm so annoyed but I like the assignment all the same lol.
I also have to work right smack in the middle of the week which throws a monkey wrench in all studying plans and the day after work I have to get up at 7am or earlier to take an exam, then I'm meeting with my group to go over the skit then finally acting this thing out. Friday, I have an exam and a take home part of an exam due, this just isn't fair!!! Too much is going on, at the same time!
I'm nervous about my math exam because there is a chance that I might not remember anything, for some reason math just didn't sink in, or at least this particular math, I feel like I remember a lot about statistics. How strange is that, I remember the hard class over the simpler one, that's just me I suppose...backwards!
While all of the this madness is going on, my family is a whole different story! With Christmas on every one's mind, the adults are trying to figure out how to afford it and the kids are hoping for an awesome Christmas! How did Christmas get this point? Where instead of rejoicing and enjoying the spirit of jolliness, people are stressed out and feeling resentments or feeling shame or disappointment.
I wish I could help a family in need but as of right now Christmas is looking very questionable in my own family and its a tough battle keeping our heads above water! We narrowly purchased us a Christmas tree but its not decorated, waiting on money to appear for the next step lol . Next year I might just put some money aside just for charity because I want to give back. I'm not afraid to lend a hand to help someone from drowning, I'm not afraid that they will take my hand and surpass me with success. That's what I'm suppose to do as God's solider on earth is to do what I can when I SEE someone who needs assistance. It should be natural to want to help but the world we live in tells us to be selfish, that its all about YOU, and YOU don't owe anybody anything. In short, I think there is an error in that logic! (That's a subject for another post though)
I'm just all wound up and I'm loosing steam which is never good! However, I just have to keep moving and as far as Christmas this is the season for miracles and I have faith everything will work it's self out, God has never forsaken us and I pray he won't start now.
In this one class we have to write a five page paper, create a skit and then act it out with our assigned groups. This is a pain in the aspirin because not only are we preparing for other exams and such, we have to complete this paper and meet as a group to discuss the skit thus taking preparation time from other classes. I'm so annoyed but I like the assignment all the same lol.
I also have to work right smack in the middle of the week which throws a monkey wrench in all studying plans and the day after work I have to get up at 7am or earlier to take an exam, then I'm meeting with my group to go over the skit then finally acting this thing out. Friday, I have an exam and a take home part of an exam due, this just isn't fair!!! Too much is going on, at the same time!
I'm nervous about my math exam because there is a chance that I might not remember anything, for some reason math just didn't sink in, or at least this particular math, I feel like I remember a lot about statistics. How strange is that, I remember the hard class over the simpler one, that's just me I suppose...backwards!
I wish I could help a family in need but as of right now Christmas is looking very questionable in my own family and its a tough battle keeping our heads above water! We narrowly purchased us a Christmas tree but its not decorated, waiting on money to appear for the next step lol . Next year I might just put some money aside just for charity because I want to give back. I'm not afraid to lend a hand to help someone from drowning, I'm not afraid that they will take my hand and surpass me with success. That's what I'm suppose to do as God's solider on earth is to do what I can when I SEE someone who needs assistance. It should be natural to want to help but the world we live in tells us to be selfish, that its all about YOU, and YOU don't owe anybody anything. In short, I think there is an error in that logic! (That's a subject for another post though)
I'm just all wound up and I'm loosing steam which is never good! However, I just have to keep moving and as far as Christmas this is the season for miracles and I have faith everything will work it's self out, God has never forsaken us and I pray he won't start now.
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